Letra de ' Rock Bottom ' de Blood Girl

Coming to terms with dying alone
Mindless lobotomy staring at phone
After having a life that is empty at most
Brain damaged parasite seeking a host

I have 22 years worth of baggage you see
And nobody can carry such deadweight for me
I'm expendable surely I'm great for the good
But the bad is so bad that it ruins the mood

Exploding head syndrome is always a blast
And I bend over backwards and land on my ass
Which is always the issue that's holding me back
Making excuses for people who treat me like crap

So I'd stay home from school but now school is at home
So I lay in my bed all day browsing my phone
Neurodivergency eating my time
Wasting my life being online

Down at rock bottom, midlife crisis coming soon
Throwing me out from a plane with no parachute
I have no plans for my life and nothing to do
Nothing to do

Down in the gutter, surrounded by sewage drains
Stinking up everything till I relapse again
Rock bottom doesn’t feel so different from my bed
So I guess

Coming to terms with my spinstery self
Is less of a shame spiral more like accept
So I’ll just live as a vampire suck out the fun
Of every person who thinks I'm the one

I don't like to imagine the future at all
But maybe without all the trouble of love
I’d be fine on my own drinking blood from a bag
500 years old and still just as sad

So the futures abhorrent, and the past is a pain
And the present is empty and boring and lame
Homemade brain tumour eating my skull
Gnawing and gnashing head empty no thoughts

And living's repetitive, life's just a bust
Everything's relative, I am just dust
Just the bug you brush of your ear
Singing my songs that nobody hears

Down at rock bottom, midlife crisis coming again
Throwing me out from a roof with no working brain
I have no goals for my life and nothing to say
Nothing to say

Down in the gutter, surrounded by rusty pipes
Falling asleep in the shitwater overnight
From shit I have come and to shit I’ll return that's fine
That's fine